This is how you live, live. You read books, watch films, observe life. And suddenly, CRACK!!! - everything around you breaks down, the usual framework collapses and mercilessly aches deep inside. Still not understanding anything, you grab a pencil and crumple the unfortunate sheet of an innocent notebook in your hands. Melancholy pinches the chest and asks to come out, and the words are late, and therefore it becomes even lousier from the realization of one’s own worthlessness. How disgusting the taste of the second pencil, chewed in creative efforts! It is strange that the memory did not record the taste of the first one. The itching increases and you can no longer sit still. It’s good if you have a couple of meters of free space. It will only be cramped in the first hundred meters. Over the years, your steps will become more rhythmic, and your walks will become more fruitful. And in the beginning there is an indispensable fuss. So you run away from her. The body moves, thoughts are organized, the brain calms down... Memories roll in, overgrown with vivid pictures of long-standing resentment, envy, fear or delight. There is a feeling of power over the situation. With one movement of thought you change the course of events. You feel like you want to make someone empathize. This someone is your future reader. But there is no future for you. Everything happens here and now. The reader must plunge into the events. Go through everything in a tight grip with you. Not to empathize, but to experience personal experience in the actions of each hero. A storm of passion bubbles in my chest. There is no more strength to remain silent! A little more and you will burst from accumulated emotions. You are ready to master the virgin purity of the leaf. The first phrase is the most important and therefore the most difficult. This is exactly what I want to re-read as soon as I put a period at the end of the sentence. With teenage naivety, you admire her, like your own reflection in a mirror. But it’s better not to get grounded by individual phrases. Keep your mind open! It is an open mind that allows you to remain in constant awareness of everything that is happening, to embrace the entire work as a whole during the entire writing process. Don't let loose threads of connection with each character. Even if it’s not his stage at the moment, he sits next to him and waits for his exit. Awareness in creativity helps you feel everything written on yourself, in your heart - and then there is no place for falsehood. You know what you are writing about (although you don’t know how it will end), but, at the same time, you perceive it as a reader. You simply accept the flow coming into you and transfer it to paper. Those. you are captivated by the creative process more on the reader’s wave than the author’s. You are not an inventor, you are a relay of what is happening somewhere in the corner of your soul... or somewhere outside of you. The main thing is not to invent anything yourself! There is no need to rape your own heroes. But at the same time, it is necessary to choose words that enhance the understanding of your state at the time of writing. Mastering a word is not an easy task! From time to time you have to remind yourself that you don’t have to talk a lot to say a lot. To do this, you concentrate on the main thing. Laziness helps. The desire to finish the episode as quickly as possible thickens the plot, nipping in the bud all sorts of digressions. The subconscious feeling of the real author’s strength and power in shaping the reader’s worldview also becomes a kind of filter. Easier? Literature educates its reader. And if you are at peace with your own conscience, then you feel responsible for the actions that you call for in your text. You simply do not have the right to savor crime in any of its manifestations. It is better to describe the experiences of the victim than the thoughts and actions of the maniac. Then the reader will have a feeling of his own experience and protest against violence, and not a desire to try the forbidden fruit. Do not savor the decline of morals! A deep internal conflict, and not a heap of hand-to-hand combat, will stir up emotions and connect the reader with the work. Against the background of the events presented, through the depth of the reproduced feelings and experiences, a very real reader’s self-esteem occurs. Reviewing your own actions and analyzing your responses. You need to be!