- Don’t you think this is a little strange?- Do you?- I rather think so. I just want to understand why this happened. When I was still in kindergarten, I always wanted to be the first and the best, especially in competitions organized by teachers. I enjoyed the fact that I could overtake everyone and become the winner. I didn't pay attention to the fact that I might get my clothes dirty, my sneakers torn, or fall into a puddle. I ran and everything to the finish line to be first. Then a year later I took part in competitions, but didn’t win. Shore a nice tracksuit to look neat. I remember how at school I was the best in my physics class, but I was not sent to the Olympiad, which would have helped me with admission. I think it’s because my mother was offered to pay for my free participation, but morality and morality did not allow her. It was money. Despite this, I did it. But not where I really wanted. Graduated from university without honors. Now I’m not working in my specialty. - Who do you work for? - Waiter. Funny, right? An engineer works as a waiter. Now, looking back, we can still remember several cases that were a mistake. For example, as a refusal, after a discussion with my mother, from a foreign internship due to “ugliness to demonstrate superiority over others in this way.” Or at the university. I dated a girl whose father was in prison. I loved her very much, but we broke up. Maybe you can now answer what caused the separation? - Do you see that all the situations are somehow connected? - They were the defining episodes of my life. - What does this mean for you? - I lost my goal. And I worried a lot about what others thought and said about me..