Sasha woke up in the morning and the first thing he did was look at his alarm clock. Six in the morning. It's time to get up and go to work. An action that is repeated day after day - on weekdays - eventually tires you and deprives you of energy, motivation, and desires. And then Sasha goes on vacation - so that in two or three weeks of freedom he can relax and recuperate. The first days of vacation are like an explosion of joy from the realization of many days during which he will not need to set an alarm clock or worry about work processes. Closer to its equator, you begin to think about the speed and inexorability of time. In the second half, thoughts about work begin to appear, and on the last day of vacation - and also often on Sunday evening - the mood drops below all imaginable depths. I have to go to work tomorrow. Again. The vacation is over. Sasha has been living like this for many years and has long been accustomed to living like this. Often he never admits to himself that he would like it differently. He loves all the people he works with. Well, maybe for some – not so much, but in general – I got used to it a long time ago. He is used to knowing all the days until the deadline, which is circled in red on the calendar many times. And also what will happen in the evening when he comes home. Deep inner dissatisfaction that keeps the soul pinched and prevents breathing - which over and over again tries to break through and say: “This is not your business, you will do yours with love and as it will be.” it’s natural for you.” But Sasha is afraid to hear these voices, because then it will turn out that she will have to decide something, take something and do something. What about a car loan? The old business is reliable, if boring. New is dangerous, but promising. Sasha knows this very well, and therefore he chooses the old and reliable path, the path of least resistance. If Sasha's existence as an office worker becomes completely unbearable, he takes a vacation and flies to the sea. For him, a vacation is simply a postponement of further sadness, a break between two points of pain, which manifests itself as an escape from a task that he does not like. If Sasha had found his own business, he would not need a vacation with such motivation. Then the psychological difference between “Friday evening before vacation” and “accomplice’s morning after vacation” was erased. He is always on vacation, and busy with what he loves, which can support him even better than his previous work - after all, this is what he has a talent for. But Sasha will not do this. After all, today is Friday evening before vacation. This means that there are infinitely many days ahead in which you won’t need to set an alarm.…